Trapping
Tracks on a 4-wheeler
Hanging out with everyone but me
Promising he'll be home for supper but isn't
And people don't understand why I'm upset
Friday, January 16, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Good Day
I met up with a few friends and thier kids today at McDonald.
I had a lot a fun, good to see them.
Started my day off pretty good!
I had a lot a fun, good to see them.
Started my day off pretty good!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Okay
So I think I've been having contractions-but I'm not sure.
And I think the baby dropped this weekend.
Micah and I have gotton into it every day this weekend so today I left (when Micah was gone checking his stupid traps) and came to my moms. I just had to get away.
Micah's sick-I don't feel good and we're both just ready for the baby to come.
We finally got a dresser but there's nobody to help us get it in the house so its in the garage.Grrr.....Micah didn't even understand why we couldn't just keep the baby clothes in totes!Men
So I was on my way to see my mom (which takes like a half hour) and Micah started calling.
After hitting silence a few times I answered.
ANd he just called me while I was talking to my mom (at her house) a little bit ago to see when I was coming home. I asked him what he was doing and he said that I made him feel bad so he's doing housework (dishes and laundry).
So my mom just left for work so I figure maybe I should head home now
So I think I've been having contractions-but I'm not sure.
And I think the baby dropped this weekend.
Micah and I have gotton into it every day this weekend so today I left (when Micah was gone checking his stupid traps) and came to my moms. I just had to get away.
Micah's sick-I don't feel good and we're both just ready for the baby to come.
We finally got a dresser but there's nobody to help us get it in the house so its in the garage.Grrr.....Micah didn't even understand why we couldn't just keep the baby clothes in totes!Men
So I was on my way to see my mom (which takes like a half hour) and Micah started calling.
After hitting silence a few times I answered.
ANd he just called me while I was talking to my mom (at her house) a little bit ago to see when I was coming home. I asked him what he was doing and he said that I made him feel bad so he's doing housework (dishes and laundry).
So my mom just left for work so I figure maybe I should head home now
Friday, January 9, 2009
baby
I'm so antsy
I just wanna have this baby
I'm excited,
freakin out,
and a million mixed emotions.
I just wanna know if its a boy or girl,
and what he or she looks like.
Plus its the weekend and it'd be so nice if it happened on a weekend
so I don't have to worry about Micah not being there, since he works in
Duluth Monday thru Friday
leaves at 5:30 am and isn't back untill about 6:30 or later
I just wanna have this baby
I'm excited,
freakin out,
and a million mixed emotions.
I just wanna know if its a boy or girl,
and what he or she looks like.
Plus its the weekend and it'd be so nice if it happened on a weekend
so I don't have to worry about Micah not being there, since he works in
Duluth Monday thru Friday
leaves at 5:30 am and isn't back untill about 6:30 or later
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Trying to prepare myself for motherhood
So I've decided that trying to get ready for a baby is very stressful!
I went to get a carseat from the police dept today and they were helping me get it in my car and what a disaster!
Come to find out it isn't safe to but a rear-facing child seat in my middle seat in the back because I have an arm rest that comes down! And it could kill my kid!
Then my car has leather-or fake leather (I've never bothered to figure that out or to take care of it properly) seats so that means I have to get some type of mat so the carseat won't skid. Then they tell me That I need something wedged inbetween the cheapass carseat they're giving me and the leather seat because its at too much of an angle. What the hell-is my car just bunk!
I'm sorry I drive a 98 Oldsmobile!
And it doesn't have the newest saftey crap-
does that make me a bad mom already??
So the whole thing made me freakin paranoid and I ended up going and getting an infant seat for 65 bucks because than at least I can just put the base in the car and not have to deal with have a crappy seat that you have to carry your kid out to every time.
Stress
And they told me I need to clean my car!
ANd put stuff in my trunk!
Good thing they didn't see my trunk-its full!Oh random crap!
And I don't really have the energy to clean it-and my big belly is in the way.
I went to get a carseat from the police dept today and they were helping me get it in my car and what a disaster!
Come to find out it isn't safe to but a rear-facing child seat in my middle seat in the back because I have an arm rest that comes down! And it could kill my kid!
Then my car has leather-or fake leather (I've never bothered to figure that out or to take care of it properly) seats so that means I have to get some type of mat so the carseat won't skid. Then they tell me That I need something wedged inbetween the cheapass carseat they're giving me and the leather seat because its at too much of an angle. What the hell-is my car just bunk!
I'm sorry I drive a 98 Oldsmobile!
And it doesn't have the newest saftey crap-
does that make me a bad mom already??
So the whole thing made me freakin paranoid and I ended up going and getting an infant seat for 65 bucks because than at least I can just put the base in the car and not have to deal with have a crappy seat that you have to carry your kid out to every time.
Stress
And they told me I need to clean my car!
ANd put stuff in my trunk!
Good thing they didn't see my trunk-its full!Oh random crap!
And I don't really have the energy to clean it-and my big belly is in the way.
Monday, January 5, 2009
Gettin ready
As it gets closer and closer to "GO TIME" as Micah puts it, I'm getting more and more excited, and nervous about Labor, Delivery and finally being able to see our baby.
I feel like as much as I try I'm not ready, as in I don't know enough and I find myself ready anything on parenting or babies that I can get my hands on. But I do feel ready to have my belly not stick out so far, so I can see my feet again! And be able to sleep without it getting in the way. Or being able to walk past Micah when he's infront of the bathroom sink without running into him with my massive belly. I'm excited to find out boy or girl!
Micah is working in Duluth now-so I worry that he won't make it back if I have to go into the doctor. I hope he does!
I'm worried I won't know when to go in. And I'v e had no braxon hicks contrations so I'm worried about Contractions becaue I really don't know what to expect.
It seems like I've forgotton everything from Childbirth class-although I read all of the papers they gave us-again-for like the 3rd time, last night.
Trying to find Nursing Bra's has been interesting too!
I've found out my boobs are abnormally shaped because I can't find any that fit!
Micah and I went with some friends to Dulth just so I could go to motherhood and find a bra. I tried on every bra in the damn store and none of them fit me! I ended up with a tank top with a built in Bra and soem sleep bra because they were the only ones that sorta fit. So if anyone see's me in town and my boobs look lopsided pretend not to notice!lol
I feel like as much as I try I'm not ready, as in I don't know enough and I find myself ready anything on parenting or babies that I can get my hands on. But I do feel ready to have my belly not stick out so far, so I can see my feet again! And be able to sleep without it getting in the way. Or being able to walk past Micah when he's infront of the bathroom sink without running into him with my massive belly. I'm excited to find out boy or girl!
Micah is working in Duluth now-so I worry that he won't make it back if I have to go into the doctor. I hope he does!
I'm worried I won't know when to go in. And I'v e had no braxon hicks contrations so I'm worried about Contractions becaue I really don't know what to expect.
It seems like I've forgotton everything from Childbirth class-although I read all of the papers they gave us-again-for like the 3rd time, last night.
Trying to find Nursing Bra's has been interesting too!
I've found out my boobs are abnormally shaped because I can't find any that fit!
Micah and I went with some friends to Dulth just so I could go to motherhood and find a bra. I tried on every bra in the damn store and none of them fit me! I ended up with a tank top with a built in Bra and soem sleep bra because they were the only ones that sorta fit. So if anyone see's me in town and my boobs look lopsided pretend not to notice!lol
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
I had a doctor appointment today!
I'm 36 weeks today according to my due date.
They said if I go into Labor now that they wouldn't stop it, so I guess its whenever during the next month that I'm goona be a mom. My due date is January 28th.
I'm feeling better than I have in a long time.
I even walked around in Wal-Mart with my mom yesterday.
Tonite is New Years Eve and I don't even know if Micah and I are doing anything.
I'm hoping someone will come over.
Maybe play board games or something.
Micah's working now-and I'm at my mom's waiting to be able to bring my Recycling to Cub Foods.
I'm 36 weeks today according to my due date.
They said if I go into Labor now that they wouldn't stop it, so I guess its whenever during the next month that I'm goona be a mom. My due date is January 28th.
I'm feeling better than I have in a long time.
I even walked around in Wal-Mart with my mom yesterday.
Tonite is New Years Eve and I don't even know if Micah and I are doing anything.
I'm hoping someone will come over.
Maybe play board games or something.
Micah's working now-and I'm at my mom's waiting to be able to bring my Recycling to Cub Foods.
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